Anyway...enough about that upsetting topic! Mom and dad took me to Bravo! to eat and I had a Tuscan Sunrise. It was really good. I also got to have a creme brule for the first time. It was very yummy! Then we went to Caribu for coffee. It was great. Then the next night Misty and Nicole took me out to Chili's and to the bowling alley for cosmic bowling. I had a margarita and 3 shots at Chili's then at the bowling alley I had a smirnoff, a shot, a sex on the beach and a jolly rancher. I was feeling very nice. I was not drunk and not even tipsy. But I was feeling good.
So I got to meet Joel that weekend and he turned out to be amazing! I really am falling for him...and I think it has been a little too fast but he is really a great guy! There are some rough edges that I will have to deal with if I decide to go into a relationship with him. I'm not sure that he is going to be the one that I decide to go with...there is another guy that I get to meet this weekend. I really can't wait to meet him. We seem to be on the same wavelength about things and we have this nonchalant way to talk about interesting situations. I have to say he had me in stiches today!
Back to Joel. As I said, I am falling for him, and it's hard. He left yesterday to go back to Iraq and I have been a mess since Saturday and he hadn't even left! It was totally crazy! I was sitting just chatting with him and I burst into tears! I couldn't stop crying for a good 10 mins. Then yesterday when he was at the airport in Atlanta waiting for his flight over there, I just couldn't help it! I was bawling!! I haven't cried that hard since Michael left to go to boot camp! I felt a little rediculus!
But yes...that has been life pretty much! That's all I have to say!

